What I go through,
What I see,
You dont know what its like,
To be just like me.

I look into the mirrior,
I realize that im a fool,
I have a horrible life,
Its like i am having a duel.

I cant stand it when,
That person is staring back at me,
She is a discrase,
I wish i could change in one two three.

Quit playn games,
It is not at all fun,
I always loose,
Oh what have i done.

Used to belive in magic,
In miracles too,
But those are for everyone else,
And for me if i was brand new.

I thought i had friends,
I guess not,
Because they lied,
They can go rot.

They had ignored me,
They put me down,
They used to be friendly,
And now they dont deserve a crown.

In that small dark alley,
In the great raine,
I sit down in the corner
And now im going insaine.

They stabbed me in the back,
I did not deserve
Its so mean and retarded
How do they even have the nerve.

It was like i dont exhist,
My life is dead,
From one dramatic scene,
To another i loose my head.

I look into the mirror,
And what do i see?
A lonely dumb girl,
Staring back at me.

So ugly,
So slow,
So dumb,
This is so low.

One stupid word
And her friend cant stand
Y cant she deal with her own problems
And not use her hand

Year after year
Its a new thang
I get in to trouble
For doen not a damn thang

She threatend to jump
i threaten to kill
She makes fun of me
like its a big deal

the only one
to say it to her face
some back down
some join me in the race

lie after lie
truth after truth
guy after guy
tooth after tooth

to love is to hate
to hate is to love
goen after the bait
and not getn some

what about me
and my wants
how about my needs
my slow rotting gutts

This is where it ends,
Some how some way,
No matter what happens,
It has got to be done today.